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14 September 2008 @ 07:09 pm
AHHHHH I took the ACT yesterday and than went to Solina's Party. This was the first time I ever gone to one after everyone saying I should come. AD's first PARTY TIME. Despite me dreading the idea of going :D I had a a lot of fun. My GOD seeing people shit faced is fucken hilarious. My first witness to see pot and people doing hookah yesterday, that was really boring XD. I felt so bad for the ones that went overboard and threw up....like everywhere. Jesus, one guy was so bad he threw up non stop for pratically 15 minutes. In Conclusion, parties are fun. \*^*/ I plan to attend the others from now on and I regret not going to the previous ones. O, and SMIRNOFF RULES and VODKa tastes like shit.



 
 
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Current Music: Buddha's Delight - Haley Bennett
 
 

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AyaDear
04 September 2008 @ 04:13 pm
OH MY FRICKEN GOD. I had the worst experience of my life to date. I went to the post office today and I went around the time the schools let the kids out. Ok, no biggie, I come around this time alot. There's a spot for the cars to go in and I see this kid thinking hes gonna cross the street but he doesn't, he turns into the plaza, so I'm like ok I can go. I go. Amy, you fuckin idiot. Instead the kid crosses the street by turning into the plaza and than going behind the Cadillac to cross it. I did not see that coming. I slammed the breaks, my backpack (with my laptop in it) flies into the dashboard and I ended up being an inch away from hitting this kid. THANK GOD I didn't hit him. I almost wanted to cry, but the kid makes a gesture that hes fine with like the stop hand gesture thing ( I think thats what he meant ) and than I just do the same gesture as him and he just bikes on away.



All I ever to is whine on this LJ :,c.
In good news, my Iplehouse pants arrived and Cheerydoll stuff to. Photoshoot soooooooon.
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Current Music: In her Eyes - Basshunter
 
 
AyaDear
08 August 2008 @ 04:25 am
jgjgkfldldlskksoeecfkdxokv this =>   http://crobidolls.com/shop/step1.php?number=651
I don't want anymore dolls, but I'm so fricken tempted. Look at himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Dx, I was staring at him in the banner, but he is even better than I expected. Crobidoll is seriously impressing me, ~.~ I'm saving money to use there cause I feel like they'll release a lot more great items and hopefully clothing in the future.

So Radio has been sold :"c but he was sacrificed for the good will of Jungsu, Hyunseung and Zero, still feel bad though. I literally am spending over $600 in clothing, etc. and I still need to spend more .___. // I can't understand why doll clothes cost the same if not more than human clothing, is it really just cause its harder to make smaller clothes. & since I can't find clothes for Hyunseung's style Imma try to make, going to Joanns later. Wew Sewing

Going to Cali on the 12th with my sister and cousin D'; all my stuff ordered should come by September hopefully. OOOOOOO and I shopped a lot for me too, rarely happens but D: I went to the mall ! I bought jeans and shoes and jackets and stuffz. yay

Summer is almost over :"c.
 
 
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Current Mood: guilty
Current Music: Satisfaction Club Remix - Benny Benassi
 
 
AyaDear
01 August 2008 @ 02:40 am
Well fuck I can't sleep .__. // tried for 2 hours and failed.
So the cash flow has steadily been coming in, so it's time to SHOP x3!! SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I've been so desperate to shop recently, but despite the fact I'm getting money, I'm still tempted to sell Radio. I never thought of having four dolls .__. and I really really love the Kyle mold, but I can wait for another time to own a Kyle. Probably will put up a feelers thread up on DOA later. If I do end up selling him there will be a huge shopping spree *o*, and I would love to buy as much as I can for Jungsu, Hyunseung and Zero. Already started buying from Dollmore, next up Leeke, Cheery, 4D and DOA sellers ><
Anyway I get very happy when I get to shop for Delegated Mainstream T^T so I always calculate everything old school; income, wish list,spending and waiting on, on post-its.
 

CAN ANYONE HELP ME THOUGH?
I've been looking for a nice pair of Skinny Jeans for Zero/SD13 size. Can't find any so I was hoping to buy from Mio. Does anyone know how the ordering system works there? I see that nothing is for sale right now/ being sold out, I think? I really have no idea what's going on, but I'd just like to get some jeans.
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IRL - I think I don't like cosplaying anymore, it gets me aggravated Q(*__*Q). I have no idea what to do with the crap load of wigs I bought now. Anybody want wigs that were never used? // Class has ENDED, and I got an A, hurrah and I've eaten @ Tacobell more than 15 times this July .___. I'm going to die early.
 
 
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Current Music: Hilary Duff - With Love
 
 
AyaDear
21 July 2008 @ 10:12 am
JUNGSU's COMEBACK ( PHOTOSHOOT ! )

http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?p=3473294#post3473294


Jungsu: < FEAR ME  F****** +_+>


I think I'm gonna change Jungsu's muteness into a boy with very few words, it makes things so much easier e__e.
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My previous threads of Jungsu have been deleted, so I thought I'd take some pictures yesterday, since I rarely post pictures of him on DOA. I like these :'B, but who knows for how long.
I hope you guys will like ^^. It is the first thread I've submitted in the gallery, since the other is gone XD.
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Mmmmmm despite it making no sense, I love the name of the gang XD delegated mainstream ! WO - its like mind boggling XD !! Now I must go write my 1500 word rough draft on a word due in an hour //
 
 
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Current Music: Wait a Minute - Pussycat Dolls
 
 
AyaDear
19 July 2008 @ 06:04 pm
Art commission shop is now OPEN !!! Back with better art !!!!and now its costs money $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
 
http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?p=3467240#post3467240


Since it would look really stupid to diss my art on the forum, I'll do it here. It's really easy to judge your own work .__. //

ºOh what's that? Your hand looks like shit ?!?!? Noooooooo. That hand ruined everything I think .___., WHY DAMMIT!!! ITS SO DAINTY AND UNPROPORTIONAL!! and is your tattoos like super crooked? Wooowww you poor boy this person made you f* up.
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I drew a gorgeous full body and than scanned it and it looked like shit after. Makes me sad and it lacked the essence of Noriko. So I'm stuck working on that for a while now. It's her face I know it +_+ somethings wrong with it. Failed attempt at Noriko
Hopefully I can finish it tonight
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And I'm happy with Zero ~ my DEMON Woosoo Boy !

== If anyone had a problem with the art being up, please tell me and I will take it down immediately.
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AyaDear
17 July 2008 @ 08:05 pm
Maybe it's just me, but I'm seriously getting bummed out with dollies here and there. I totally love all mine, but the fact that I can't buy things for them and complete their looks seriously upsets me. So, it's like blah .__. and I actually feel kind of bored since they have nothing. I used to be able to just sit and stare at them and be entertained for hours actually o_o, but there's nothing new, they lack clothes, eyes and wigs. Bald naked dollies = disappointment.

The breakaway head won't sell ( and I think I'm selling it at a higher price than originally sold to me :,< , which is real shitty of me, but I cant afford to sell much lower; not sure though, but I can't recall since I deleted my old pms ) and It's killing me because I need to give this money to my step mom. $200 left I owe. Now, I'm extremely tempted to sell Radio, but I don't want to at all :'c // Funds would be nice though, I can't even afford to buy a wig. Job hunting? Can't do it right now, I leave in August for a bit and I highly doubt a place will let me take 2 weeks off when first getting the job. All my previous hunting attempts failed Dx. If I can get an A in ENC1101, I probably can get some money from parents <since the class is payed by my school> then I can lower the breakaway head for sure.

If I get accepted to college, I can't wait .__.. Monica told me we get a $1000 to spend each month. I shall gladly starve myself for that money  ; ~;.

Anybody want some manga or dvds? 3 to 5 bucks a pop or cheaper fullset price?

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Current Music: 大好きだよ。 - Ai Otsuka
 
 

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AyaDear
11 July 2008 @ 10:49 pm
TODAY IS THE DAY I WENT TO Butterfly World. with [info]hallowedresin. My first dollie meet and blazing hot one. Today was very hot :,o. I had fun ... to an extent XD.  Angie is super nice ♥ and Kiba is FINE. I hope to participate in more dollie meets now  x"D I think. Yea I keep a lot of thoughts in my head :'S. 



Plans never seem to go as smoothly as you want them to. Once we had to leave Butterfly world, ummmmmmmm I couldn't find my car keys. Some crazy shit I thought and I looked and looked  and no show D;....... First time I misplaced my keys ; A; and it had to be today. Angie was super nice and took me home < while stopping by T bell! YAY I love T bell :,< yo quiero tacobell!! >and then I ran around hoping to find a spare key. and I did, holy mother of god XD what a relief. Went back to B world, got into the car and found my keys underneath the car seat. Oooh ho ho tricky tricky keys. And then I went back home and made a stop a T bell again XD. Today did not plan out like I had thought. o~o
 
 
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Current Music: Aimo - Megumi Nakajima
 
 
AyaDear
07 July 2008 @ 05:56 pm
& one more time. HES HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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Like Holy Mother F***** S***, this doll is beyond gorgeous, it's not right !! It's not right, I'm telling you !!  ; A; & I am the horrible owner now who has no eyes or wig for him, o and clothing too.  :,< No more dolls, concentrating on the apparel from now on. I needz moneyz $$$




ºWoooo New Big Bang Layout and hopefully I'll be able to get this guy some stuff soon.

ºMmmmm and just like any other one who has come along, he is nameless - need to continue looking up Korean names. I feel so strange changing his name though xD.
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º& Does anyone have some Super Junior songs they can share with me :3 ? ~ pretty please
 
 
Current Location: House #2
Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: Show Me Your Love - Super Junior
 
 
AyaDear
05 July 2008 @ 11:20 am
- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

- Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
< OMG you can't refuse it says D,: and I think 8 is a lot so Imma make it 5 >


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Current Location: Master Bedroom
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: When I Grow Up - PussyCat Dolls
 
 
AyaDear
26 June 2008 @ 10:52 pm
My o My
I bid on Bonnie* and won!!?!?!?! HOLY M***** F***** S****! God! I feel so lucky XD.  WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !! He fits Jungsu's caretaker look so well, that sweet adorable lovable face ♥ so cute TAT. <that reminds me I need to finish everyone's profile, I haven't finished any of them Dx>

Now time to sell everything that can be sold.
Selling:
NS Vamp Breakaway Head

Sadol SD Grey Jacket
Sadol SD Green Scarf
Leekeworld MSD "Clipper" Shoes
Fishmemory MSD Bear hat
Rai Kamishiro MSD checkered Bunny Hat
Sugarfree MSD Pants
T.n.T./Wifey Batman MSD Pajama Pants

Bluefairy MSD Brown Wig
4D DHB-38 SD Fur Wig
Sunny's SD Maple Fur Wig
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Anybody have 2 Delf Boy Boxes <in super awesome condition> they don't want? Cause I want em



 
 
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Choosey Lover - DBSK
 
 
AyaDear
15 June 2008 @ 11:21 pm
I suddenly remembered watching this a long time ago.  I almost pissed my pants from laughing so much the first time I watched it.

I've started to work on my art again. HURRAH! and I've been working on cosplay. HURRAH! Trying to think of a nick for my the gang.  HURRAH?
 
 
Current Location: Office
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Breakdown - Epik High
 
 
AyaDear
05 June 2008 @ 04:45 pm
•I haven't updated in a while D: , had been studying for exams and now school is finally over, O what Joy. God that stress from the exams caused me to break out so bad. I was like a nerdy pimply asian who kept laughing during exams.
•I had ordered a body for woosoo and it has arrived & now I must go and assemble it  :D. Like Holy Shit, I had no idea SDs bodies were that big, his chest is pratically bigger than my hand x"D. [My hand is pretty small, yes .__.]. & it'd be much appriciated if anyone can tell me what the neck part for CPs is suppose to do? is it a better to have? 
http://www.eluts.com/frontstore/Item/item_zoom.asp?item_num=1890&catalog_num=69&mart_id=lutsdoll&level=&mother_catalog_num=125

•Anwyway Im going to San Diego and Minnesota Friday, to visit family. Trips are nice, but why? ! ; A; No quiero ir! and then english 1101 duall enrollment Dx when I get back. F* I suck at english, its my only language and I speak engrish.

•A quick snap of Radio [?working on the French surname], his attire is completly wrong, but thats what happens when you only but have a penny in your pocket.
Radio )


•P.S - OMG Chuck Close is a genius and his work is amazing. His mug shots are like godly, and how he paints is insane!!!! I love it, go look, you should love to, if not, then uh you should look again, and then love it.  BTW has anyone ever read Oliver Twist? It's a choice read for my summer reading list and wondering if its supposed to be good. Is there a horror factor in it?
•Gonna have to go to college soon, and despite all the highschool drama, I don't want to pack up and leave for college and leave highschool behind. How gay eh? ;D
• It's like super hot here, 100degrees hot, I'm dying
• Anybosy like Ratatouille? I love the movie and off to go buy it now !!
 
 
Current Location: Office
Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: I Kissed a Girl - Kate Perry
 
 
AyaDear
09 May 2008 @ 08:26 pm
OMF totally GOSH! I lOVE SPEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

That was an awesome movie, I swear I wanted to jump up and start cheering speed on! The racing was so awesome, if Nascar was like that I'd be all up in it. I don't wanna spoil, but gah I was so into it, I wanna watch it again. Yeaaaaaaaaaa I got so hyped by that movie, on my way home I got in the racing position and overkilled on my way home, perhaps 70-80 on a 50mph road x'D.
O and who played in it hmmmmm, was it 비? No it couldn't be! O but yes IT WAS, very gorgeous indeed.

SO GO AND SEE SPEED RACER!

Then again I think it may disappoint may, but I love it at least ; A;. O! and Maid of Honor looks super cute.
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In other news I got an Ipod as a present ;o; what joy! Es mi primero Ipod! And my friend bought a jacket for Jungsu - THANK YOU! O happy day!
p.s- Chuckie I'm so excited for my cake Monday; hope you had fun at Chilis :D!
 
 
Current Location: Monica's Room
Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: Speed Racer Theme Song - Speed Racer
 
 

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AyaDear
12 April 2008 @ 08:44 pm
God he is so adorable, but I'm contemplating whether or not to keep him. Total spur of the moment buy and I was hoping I wouldn't like him when he arrived. But shit he is precious, and WOW MNF's pose like a charm. Jungsu poses like shit compared to him. Plus I want the money for CP boy body for Woosoo. What to do ? ; o;





AND GOD MOTHER F*#(@& DAMMIT! My step brother just ruined Woosoo's [DELF] faceup, dammit! Why?!?!?! I'm probably not gonna be able to complete this boy until the end of the year. ; A; NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.This sucks
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Random : Anyone gonna see The Forbidden Kingdom? Like seriously it looks a little stupid, but it has Jackie Chan AND Jet Li! TOGETHER o_o ; wanna see!!!
 
 
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Current Music: Tell Me - Wonder Girls
 
 
AyaDear
11 April 2008 @ 07:52 pm
> HAHAHA I bought this hat for fun; but it really is so cute! Angry daiko-chan hat made by Iruka on DOA.
> This is Jungsu's 8th hat.
> When I looks at this picture Jungsu looks kind of stupid :'o.
> Hmmm I have a sudden urge to go buy a SOOM Sabik. God - he is so $&^#@* gorgeous. WANT >w<

I need to find a better way to stamp my photos x< ; and JEEZUS I'm so bored.
OMG I think my MNF woosoo is going to arrive tomorrow!
 
 
Current Location: Near the window
Current Mood: moody
Current Music: Like Whoa - Aly & AJ
 
 
AyaDear
09 April 2008 @ 07:00 pm
I've been so bored I reedited all my previous LJ entries and decided to learn about faceups. God, I'm a loser Dx. I've decided +_+ this summer is all for the arts [excluding finding a job and college applications]; I'll be learning how to do faceups and improve my drawing skills along with cg/coloring.
I spent the last two nights reading through tons of threads and this is what I got. [putting this in the simplest way I can] - this entry will continue to be updated with techniques and information.

Removing Faceups
- Isopropyl alcohol: 91% or 99.9% ; Clean thoroughly with soft towel.
- Magic Sponge ; Use to clean the surface and any excess residue remaining.
- Cold Water ; rinse under cold water with soap, then rinse again & then dry with a soft towel.

Materials
- Pastels [Unison pastels]
- Lots of Tiny Brushes and a few Big brushes
- Water Color Pencils
- Gummi Eraser
- Pencil Eraser
- Pointy Q-tips
- Paint [Delta Ceramacoat]
- Gloss
- MSC
 
Begin
- Play some music♬
- Coat the head with 2 or 3 base coatings of MSC.
- Rub pastels onto paper and apply the base color on area[s] desired [around eyes, cheeks, brow line, etc].
- Remove the pastel excess powder with a Large Brush.
- Coat the Head with MSC.

EYES
- If desired: eyeliner on upper and lower lid using pastel or paint, also color in the tear ducts using pastel.
- Draw or Paint bottom eyelashes to preference; keep a steady hand people!
* If you mess up just use a pencil eraser to fix it - I'm not sure what do for paint though; possibly a small piece of MC eraser or damp Q-tip.
- Seal with a few light coats of MSC
- If desired, add eyelid/crease lines & brush a shade around the eyes for a smoky [?] effect.
- Seal

LIPS

- Add pastel powder to lips using a dry brush.
* If the color isn't sticking, spray the surface with MSC, then try again.
- Draw the lip lines to your preference.
- Apply a THIN layer of pastel blushing over the lips.
- Spray the lips with MSC; end here if you wish the lips to be matte

EYEBROWS

- Smudge the base color of the eyebrow on a paper and use a square head flat paint brush.
- Draw a broad line of where you want the eyebrows.
- After, use a pencil eraser to create the shape desired, erasing the excess pastel.
- Seal with MSC
- Then draw the eyebrow hairs/lines with a water color pencil
* I recommend eyebrow templates http://www.g36.net/ocdesigns/eyebrows/
* For mess ups [uneven colors] use a gummi eraser to lighten the darker parts by tapping & for an easier guideline you can draw a light line using a watercolor pencil to get a good guideline for the eyebrow's shape and placement.
- For painting; Start with the base color of the eyebrow and then paint very carefully over, with light brush strokes.
- Don't press your brush down or you'll end up with thicker lines.
- For a darker brow wait for your first layer to dry and then add another layer.
* Its just practicing and learning.
* Putting a few separated strokes toward the inside of the brow will make it seem more natural.
- Seal

Gloss
- Now, once everything is sealed with MSC it's time to gloss.
* LIPS
- Gloss: Apply gloss, then let dry. After, do a quick mist of MSC over the gloss.
- Super Shiney: Apply the gloss over the lips. end.
* EYES
- Inside: Carefully apply, rubbing the gloss into the eye and around if desired.

MSC
- Keep MSC warm for better output, room temperature will not due!
- Shake vigorously before use.
- Stand around 10-12 inches away when spraying.
- Move the head from side to side and up and down moving the spray as well, so that the head gets light even coverage. KEEP SPRAY CAN MOVING AT ALL TIMES.
- Spray one side of the face for about 1.5 seconds.
- The head should NOT be visibly wet from the MSC.

NOTES
- Better to not use testors as they tend to leave a yellow coating after several layers, and does not work as well as MSC in many ways.
- When dealing with MSC/Resin Dust use a Mask/Respirator and try to stay away from the fumes.
- In between steps seal, seal seal! If you like what you've done you're gonna wanna save it.
- When painting, it helps to dilute to get a lighter color.
- Do not use human oil based makeup.
- Cleanliness
- Be patient, this process seems frustrating I think, so relax and remember it's for fun. I tend to get angry when I can't accomplish something after a few tries ;A;, if you're the same, take a break and come back to it later.
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Does anyone recommend certain materials? [pastels, watercolor pencils, brushes, etc]  XD I just noticed all the commission artists state the materials they use.
Or If you have anything to add, that would be much appreciated. >w<
 
 
Current Location: Stoner Land
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Damaged - Danity Kane
 
 
AyaDear
04 April 2008 @ 03:42 pm
I left school early to sit @ home and wait for the postman today.
Sooooo Here we go again fjfksdfkdslsdlsdldspldpfofirfjncmc,<ASdkaslfjrd  HES HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Once again I'm unaware what to name him, anyone got a name? But he's not going to be dressing classy at all, we'll say fierce hair [project runway] and clothing is jeans, with a stylish hoodie and a blazer over that.
Some Facts :
-Gay for Jungsu, hates Sweets, loves Tea, French [does not have an accent though], speaks French and English, & a tack runner.

O and I learned my dear Jungsu is a  douche Dx


Hmmm I've had a drastic weight loss recently, I lost 4 pounds; which means I'm at 96lbs. I'm guessing the depression with my grades right now is causing me to eat less.  Gonna go find some food now though. [My bad Grade depression, Interested? I got caught. cheating. Ohh but I'm not teachers fav am I. One of the students was caught right during class, but noo you can't fail a basketball player can you teacher? Dammit, everyone cheated on that test [literally];  but just me, just me was the one who got in trouble. *sigh* No more cheating for me.
 
 
Current Location: Master Bedroom
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Shawty Get Loose - Lil Mama ft Chris Brown & T-Pain
 
 
AyaDear
20 March 2008 @ 08:52 pm
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, my money - I couldn't resist.

 
 
Current Location: Home #1
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Sensual Eruption - Snoop Dogg
 
 
AyaDear
17 March 2008 @ 06:57 pm
BOCA  
I HAVE A LICENSE XD M&$TH#R F*$KE%
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My School had a trip to the Boca museum today and ahhhh what a trip. Sadly the museum was quite disappointing, and I wasn't aloud to take pictures inside ;___;, but it was still nice. A Lot of Degas's work there.We also made those posable guys for art there. After that we had lunch @ Ruby Tuesdays, many people getting wasted at 12 in the afternoon : |.  Gavin and I's order got messed up [so they fixed it]  and then we had no time to eat, so we had to eat it on the bus - to go baby XD.
   
So after tennis, I came home and took some pictures of Ryu for sale - though  I think he's sold already [To my lovely friend [info]wonderibread - but if not I may keep him x< he's really gorgeous I think] and some flowers, a bamboo water thing and some other stuff all in the comfort of my own backyard.
 
 
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Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: Soulja Boy Tell ' Em - YAHHH!